i'm in no mood at all!
i've been trying to be happy.
but you just have to take everyone away frm me!

i'm glad i've convince everyone that i'm NOT happy.
what can i do?
all i do is put on a brave front for others to see.

i hate everything!
why make me make this kind of decisions?
i really wonder!
fark this world please!

now she's in.
i'm lost and i want her back.
i need her by my side.
she's my light.
and i cry just to knw that she's nt by my side,
and she wun be.
for the nxt 2 years. ):

what can i do?
kill myself?
she asked kor to look aft me.

i'm alrdy lost and shocked.
what am i to do?
nothing cheers me up. ):
all i do is cry cry cry,
knowing she's nt going to be there for me any longer.

what mummy said could be right.
but would society want her bck?
what am i to do without her?
its gonna be 2 years!

what am i to do?
what can kor do?

i knw why she wouldnt call me.
she knws i would break down,
and she doesnt want to see me this way.

but what can i do other thn break down?
we were so dependent on each other.
and what am i to do without her?
we've been seperated. ):

hw am i gonna be what i use to be?
it may be good for her to go in.
what abt me?
i knw i shouldnt be selfish,
and think only abt myself.
but isnt this human nature?

all i can do now i to wait for her.
i knw for sure,
i carnt be what i use to be. ):
but for her,
i must.

baobei,
i'm never gonna be the same without you.
you made me grow up.
you taught me many things.
i'm nothing without you. ):
i need you!

you're my strength and my will.
i'll wait for you!
no matter how long,
no matter the distance!

kor,
thanks for always being there for me. (:
i appreciate it. (:

MARTHA! ):